I know I shouldn't be sad or be crying, but that's just how the human instincts kick you in the heart strings and punch you in your sadness gut. I think the main reason why I'm sad is because my Mom didn't make it in time before she passed away...I know she wanted to be there while she was still alive so my mom could at least talk to her because she believed that my nanay might somehow hear her while in a coma. Another reason is because of the letter she sent recently saying she wanted to see us again. man. I wish I could be there with/for my Mom...but I'm glad she has her whole entire family to be there too...
man. it hurts, but this sadness is temporary while my Nanay is eternally living with the Lord with my Tatay too----happy.
aw. praise the lord she's home now.
ReplyDeletechin up, niki.