Failure to describe

All I can say that I know can never be enough is:

I praise God for everything in my life.
I praise God for everyone in my life.

I always smile to myself when I remember my mom asking me "Don't you ever get tired of each other?"
I can see how she might not understand that a good time for fellowship with close friends is late and long after when it comes down to just sitting and talking-----that kind of fellowship. I couldn't even describe how happy I was just being able to talk with close friends who are very important to me. After tonight, I KNOW I don't have to worry about whether the problem was because of me or not with a certain awol. I'm so thankful for them

GAHHH. I am filled with elation and jubilatious exuberance and happy!