close the door because the VENT is open...kind of.

Yah.

........

Anyway, I've been shuff-tuffling through my iTunes instead of playing play lists or specific bands; it's pretty nice listening to songs I haven't heard in a long time...and songs that I haven't heard yet. It also makes me remember particular times in my life that have stuck to a song and trigger memories. For example, I am currently listening to a song by the band Edison Glass and their whole album itself made me remember falling asleep to their play list every night in my brother's room, since he was out at boot camp.....them, along with the Myriad's newest album reminds me of missing my brother because I was alone without my sibling...I had music playing to make me sleep because I needed something to fill the absence =/. Of course my iPod could never replace my Kuya [duh.], but that was one thing I did, along with playing dvds and sleeping through them only to wake up to the menu screen playing for the gazillionth time. It makes me sad thinking about those memories....but I'm happy that even when my brother was away for a long time, I had friends at church to encourage me and always make my day. It was a blessing that I could fellowship with these wonderful people and I'm glad I was able to. There was a time after that where I thought I caused something to happen that made me fall back a little and become pretty discouraged and left me wondering about it. That passed though, so I was fine again until school started where I began to feel that distance again =/. Maybe it's just me, or maybe I did do something, but whatever it is, I would definitely like to find out. I know it can't be that hard to do---I mean, I can just turn around and have it said to my face and not my back. BUT with said things put aside, I'm glad for people who still make me feel friendtacular and welcomed still even though I'm gone the whole week.

I would want to have two kinds of conversations: One that is to my face and not so literal...but...you know...like honest to my face. Second would be the one where we would just talk talk. Not surface level, but deep like an abyssal crater of epic proportions. I miss having long talks that aren't all jokes and random stuff. I think about those times that that's happened and I always wonder if anyone else who was there would remember them also....like the one in Denny's late at night after a coffeehouse, the one at Denny's after a Revo when we sat a booth, the worship team retreat, the other time at Denny's that included the funny "preposterous" bit, the Murrieta house, and nights during VBS and throughout summer of '08. Lately, I've been pretty withdrawn or aloof, and for lack of better terms, a little cautious of things I might suggest or say. Of course I'm not always going to be like that, no, for that is not good. Ugh. I don't knowwwwwwwww. I didn't mean to rant or anything, but I had to express it somehow =X. Heh and I was so close to telling a particular something, but it was wrong timing so I didn't. I was waiting until it got better, but it didn't, so nothing has happened yet. Man. I don't even know if I'm making any sense, but it's okay because the vent is open...kind of.

AH.

Soo....I was thinking about jogging tomorrow/today...but it's like 230am already....so I probably won't =]

I have much to do with my good friend Illustrator, but my buddy Creativecious-ness has deserted me and I don't know how I'm going to put together the next flyer. Boo. Bleh. We shall see.

=] Thanks all

Sammiches

ARE AMAZING.

I love them. Even though I only put cheese, meat, mayo, and a pickle, it's still yummy. =] I also like salad.....with Tuscan Italian House Dressing.....chinese dried noodles, and crispy onions............................I would put artichoke hearts in it, but my jar went bad =[ so I don't have those anymore.

Anyway, I just turned in my sociology paper online...and I'm watching season three of Arrested Development and it's coolness.

Til later!

Roxanne

was the name of our model today in Life Drawing class----actually, she was also our first model on our first day, so I guess she's back for an encore---at least it's not a very old woman =[ But before that, I was walking to that class and I was looking at all the big, bushful trees and one word popped in my head: Broccoli. You can practically eat it with your own bare hands! But that wouldn't be recommended...

OKAY, so...I have History 110B class today at 230pm.....and I know it's not good to skip classes, but this one......is hardly even a class.....because the professor's teaching is off tangibly tangent and no one knows what exactly to take notes on from what he's saying....SO I just read from the book and go with the syllabus =D. It works out though because I have to find a toy store around here to do a sociology assignment involving observations about the gender roles of products for children and how they differ from each other.

I'm sleepy. But maybe it's my contacts? O_O I guess I'll go.....watch something productive...like, season 2.... =P

Fünke

So, I've been meaning to watch Arrested Development...but i haven't found the time to actually look for the dvds in my house =/. I'll find them soon. anywho, this month's Revo had a nice turnout despite not having as much promoting...but it was great--the message, the worship, and the fellowship =]. After cleaning up and stuff, we found ourselves standing outside the church talking about many things.....and then we hung out at Khristine's house, so that was fun. I still have to do my sociology HW, life drawing HW, laundry, scan my drawings, and activate my debit card...and other things........... =O. I'm thinking about staying home today because I haven't been home a lot on the weekends and I feel bad for always being out =[. And now I am happy because the amazing of Christian taught me the rest of the parts and chords to "Falling Away With You"--an awesotastic song birthed from the geniosity of Muse. Time to practice! Yayyy. I have to wake up in like 4 hours.....4 1/2....maybe 5. =].
Goodness nighting!

Bother.

MENTACIOSITY!

I tried to make a video, but I think I kind of failed and saved it and closed it and moved on....

My teeth are hurting again..from the brace-ular device and bands...my teeth are-a-movin'. I've been listening to the band, The Afters...and they have swell music. I think I have finally shifted from my Muse music playing phase to The Afters and Twentyfour64's Know Me album...........man, that Muse phase was probably the longest band I've ever listened to. Anyway, this short week has been as interesting as all the other weeks... -_-; Not realllyyyy.....but I do like my classes...I'm taking a breather from the last semester that gave me no time for anything.....ugh.



I fooled myself into thinking I was going to be able to type more today...........but alas, nay, nigh, nein. It's late and I wanted to jog early in the morning =[. I don't know if I should now.........

Honey Nut Cheerios

Keep me occupied when I sit at my laptop...and when I'm walking around stores....and sitting in class...and sitting at work.......and driving 2 and half hours back to murrieta. I have a box of them next to me and I'm probably going to munch on the yummy cereal by the hundreds....and hundreds.

=]

I had my spinning class today! We clombed over hills and my knees were killin'. I'm so out of shape...thus why I must jog saturday morning before the preparations for Revo. I only get to spin twice a week, but it's essential to exercise three times a week....so....saturdays it is! O yah. I drew two drawings for my brother to send....and I cannot wait until he sees them with his eyes! I'm going to scan them into my computer first to preserve it.

(:-/)--|-----<

I made a stick figure...and that's the only face that doesn't really conflict with his head like (:-)) or (:-])...huh...I guess that second one is fine. O well. I have a turkey bacon club from Togo's for dinner...it's lighter than a hot pastrami sandwich, which I second thoughted and didn't buy.

Time to eat cereal

Oh and that graphic up there is from nedroid.com's Beartato and Reginald comic strips =] They are funny

Dos Fifty Tres

is the time on my laptop as I looked at it........at the moment. =]

Yikes. I have too many blogs. I have *counts* three. 3. Tres! I need to pick one. That's hard though because sometimes i like blogging on one and vice uh versa. I kind of already talked about my week in my myspace blog, so I shorn't talk about it here. What I didn't mention was that I'm not going to minor in Advertising anymore [I think..]...but I'm going to "minor" in Art History...BUT to my unfortunatosity, I can't minor in just art history because it falls under minoring in ART. But wait. I can't major in fine arts AND minor in art....that's lame. SOOO, after e-mailing back and forth between my COOL art history teacher, he said I could still take all the units for art history and unofficially claim it as a minor.....so it won't be on my certificate or anything, but.....I'm still trying to find a way to make it official. Yes, so I chose to minor in art history because I'm not only interested in it, but I'm just as interested in it as I am with graphic design.......and I plan on sticking with that major until I graduate, so yes. And if not art history, then mythology fer surely, but I couldn't take that class this semester....it's a night class and I don't like those.

NEXT semester I have to take my design/typography classes because my advisor said I was behind in my classes already...................................booo, that sucks. Another thing I didn't mention in my other blog was that going to the Gathering was probably one of my highlights of the week...it really made my day to go and I wish it wasn't so trafficky so I could get there sooner and on a consistent basis!! Time to learn how to fly a plane. Or at least a flying machine, not necessarily a plane or helicopter.......anyway...everytime I come home on the weekend, I always get reminded of how much I miss being at home during the week....not just because of my room and my house, but because of my parents =]. I enjoy spending time with them even when we don't even go out--even sitting at the couches and talking to them makes me happy. It was awesome last week when I had my ukulele out downstairs and my laptop playing a Starfield song while it was playing...and my Mom was fascinated by my ukulele................and when she got her guitar out and i looked up the chords to "You Alone Are God", we started playing together and it sounded coooool =). That song is awesome. I'm glad the choir at church sang that because it sounds so nice and I like the lyrics.

AND NOW the time is Tres zero ocho! that's my birthdate! Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

I think I should go to bed now....
there's practice tomorrow....slash today.
and a meeting......
=D

P of S
I don't think that guy in the picture saw the overly enlarged red letters that spelled out DANGER. what a daredevil =D

What a day (=])--|---<

Sooooooooooo, today I didn't expect to be gone the entire day....I only knew of my dentist appointment and the Revo meeting at the Bible College, but then I decided to attend the Burning Bush in Chula Vista....and I gotta say.......it was great =]. I'm glad I went because my day turned out better than it would have been had I not gone...and there were a lot of laughing moments and an awesome video we watched over and over on youtube.

Anywayy...I gotta wake up early today, Sunday.....my teeth hurt because I have to wear elastic bands again..but this time, they're like half the size of my first ones! Geez. Tiny. But yeah....just wanted to say that today was fantaculistic and it was great seeing people I haven't seen in a long time =]

til laterrrrrrr

FourTwentySix

Yikes.

It's late..

Buuut...I feel I must type something on any one of the three blogs I post on..and today it felt like a blogspotter. Anyway...despite the current time and all, I'm still awake..and I am TIRED. I've been out of the house for the majority of the day because it was the REVO one year anniversary with Lost Ocean, TwentyFour64, and Passion and guest speaker, Dave Sormillon------and it was fantastibulous. The bands were awesome and the message was awesome, but the most awesome thing that came out of it were the many people who stepped forward during the altar call...I think that's what made this night extra special. But yessssh...after that there was food, merching, and signing slash picture taking with the bands......and let's just say I went big scale when I asked Lost Ocean to sign something...instead of the small handbills for the month, I went like..............30 times bigger haha...and yes I actually DID picture the size and try to visualize how many handbills fit in one length and width =]. But yeah. After that was a long time lingering.....and then Denny's and then a DVD at Micah's house...which was allllright...it wasn't great.....and I kind of fell asleep for a couple minutes during some of it. O well. It was cool either way. It was also nice talking to some people I haven't talked to in a long time......catching up and stuff...and meeting people too was really cool. I think there were a lot of times where I was just acting silly though....and weird.......but...............................................................yeah. I dunno. Something has been off lately. And I don't mean what I've always been talking about in my blogs, but it's something else....... =/.






Dag yo.




I gotta sleep.

And I have to do laundry later today before I head back to Fulltown...and I have to write in my Mom's beeday card and figure out how to make a dinky sized perfume bottle/box fit in an overly medium sized gift bag with no other gift besides the perfume..............................I overshot the picture of the box in my head whilst buying the bag....but I'll figure something out. Anyway.....off to sleep for an exiguous amount of time.


Aaaand......I give my compunctious thoughts to you